Hi everyone

I have just had the most wonderful 2 weeks.

My husband, who has a very stressful job in the City and works ridiculous hours, took a fortnight off and we went on holiday for 10 days with our 2 small children. It was the most relaxing time I have had in years. We all spent really quality time together and it also strengthened the relationship with my husband. We even decided to have another baby.

My son went back to nursery yesterday, my little girl starts school for the first time today and my husband goes back to work tomorrow. I really don't want this time to end and am really anxious about how I will feel. The palpitations have already started and I have noticed that I am really tense again - woke up this morning with a really stiff neck. Also, this time of year is always the worst for me. When the nights begin to draw in, I always feel so much worse and begin to obsess about my health again. I am dreading it!!


Jo xx