Hi all,
Inspired by reading claire weekes i decided that it would be a good idea to get a job. After 3 months of looking & a few interviews i have now got a job as a barmaid (prob not the best place for someone with anxiety, i know but its the only real thing i have experience in)

My first shift is on saturday 7 - 1.30 (nothing like throwing me in at the deep end) im just absolutely terrified. Thinking i have made a mistake & that im not ready. I have to go to the job centre on tuesday and sign off my benefits which is scary.

I will do 16 hrs a week & its the saturday night thats the worst. I just wanted to be normal and have a job like everyone else but maybe i have set my sights way too high with this one, i dunno.

Thanks for listening
Poppy