What a night!!! I am dreading going to sleep tonight. 5:30 this morning I went to sleep after a gruelling 7 hours or so of intense panic. I was definately having a heart attack. All I have learned in the last year went out of the window I was dying. This time I really was... no really .... here it comes .... oh god ...... somebody help me.!!! I palpitated I had no pulse I had the pains in shoulder arms and hands jaw ache etc. Wake up this morning ooooo not dead mmmm maybe i do have anxiety. Even The Weekes hasnt comforted me today because all I can think is I am a failure. What an idiot. Thought I was well beyond thisbut obviously not. back to the bloody darwing board.