I need to have a operation it's nearly been four years I've been avoiding it. It's really affecting me now. I'm not scared of the pain. What scares me is somebody putting me to sleep. Feeling I'm not in control. The second thing which scares me is when I wake up how I would feel in my mind?

Because when I have my anxiety now sensations in my head. But I get this after waking up ? How bad is it ?

Thanks in advance