i have just been put up to 30mgs by my dr the 20mgs dint do anything i have relapsed i was on meds 4 2 years then came of them she has put me back on citilopram 10mg 4 1 week then i had 20mgs of citilopram 4 5 weeks now yesterday she has put me up to 30mgsthe only thing is since ive taking the extra 10mg i have pain in my hips and kidneys i have death phoibia and tablet phobia i went to the hospital today i was thinking that it would kill me the side effcts i have still got pain in my kidneys but the hospital said they cant found nowt wrong i dont now what to do