Today feeling totally crap I took my granddaughter to school and then took my three year old grandson to his second day at nursery, he'd made his mind up he wasn't going so I knew it would be tough , he sobbed his heart out and hung on to me crying " Grandad stay with me " I said " I can't mate you'll be ok " gave him a kiss and hug and had to walk away , I know he'll get over it but it's heartbreaking I felt a bit fearful myself walking away.