Hello all, I'm new here, my name is Simon and am from The Netherlands. If my English is not perfect please forgive me but I hope it's understandable
I've had Germaphobia since 1983, hyperventilation/panic disorder since December 1987, always dizzy, lightheaded, unstable and the whole list of symptoms one could imagine.

Something new has been occuring the past few weeks which has me in overdrive on Google, trying to become an eye doctor/neurologist....

It started when I looked at a certain light in a flat across my house and when I looked away I saw a whole trail if that same light, a positve afterimage. But after googling I now fear it is Palinopsia or an even worse disease the Latin name I even forget right now. Cerebral .....
Anyway, my appointment is months away and am freaking out, especially after last night when I was watching History Channel and looked away and the Channel's logo in the left upper corner did the same as that lamp. A trail of the logo was seen for maybe half a second. Also lately I see the tiny white fots when looking into the sky. Blue Entopic Phenomenon or something like that.
Does all this sound familiar to anyone on this forum? Could it be anxiety, chronic stress related or does this hypochondriac really has a serious ailness this time?
Any input would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you in advance.
Simon