I told a friend of mine last night hat I was not attracted to her. She really likes me and shes really upset. I feel I have messed everything up because of my anxiety. I have worried to the point of being ill these last couple of months trying to keep her happy and trying to explain to her that I care about her but just want her as a friend. I feel my anxiety is ruining my life. I had a long talk with my mum last night and she said my stress and anxiety is bringing her and the rest of the family down whenever I come over. This makes me feel terrible. I feel all I ever do is upset people stress people out and bring them down
I feel I need to speak to my friend whos called Emma and try to sort it out because I cant stand the thought of her being angry with me or upset because what I said to her. I tried really hard to be nice and got myself into such a state at times but in the end I still upset her :(
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