just having the most awful day.am fed up with being told things will get better because they just don't.Can't just sweep it under the carpet either becasue my whole liveliehood is at stake.
This morning i came into work to find a letter from the hotel i do the flowers for to say they no longer wish to use me.That contract is worth a heck of alot to me and i am gutted really gutted,i feel so sick.I am already under a huge amount of stress and this feels like the final straw.
Is this what life is?one huge struggle?I have been trying so hard with the business but its just one thing after another and i have so so had enuff even more than when i wrote my last post last week.
Ali