Hi i have had anxiety for years, but have recently had some intrusive thoughts, i am stuck all the time with suicide thoughts they were orginally fleeting then when i saw mark speight on the news that he had hung him self, i started to be worried about being left alone incase i acted on them. I couldnt look at the dogs lead with out thinking i was going to use it to hang myself? Now i have them all day and it feels like i could act on them, the doctor and therapist i see are saying they are from ocd NOT depression? any views does anyone else suffer from this?