HI EVERYONE,

HAD TO LET YOU KNOW WHAT I DONE TODAY.

WOKE THIS MORNING AND MY DAUGHTER WHO IS 7 YEARS OLD WAS IN AGONY WITH HER TOOTH SO I GAVE HER SOME PAIN KILLERS.DESPITE GIVING HER THEM SHE WAS IN TEARS SCREAMING WITH PAIN.I REALISED DESPITE MY HUSBAND BEING AT WORK I HAD TO GET HER TO A DENTIST FAST, I PHONED THEM UP AND THEY SAID BRING HER DOWN NOW. I LIVE MILES AWAY FROM OUR PRACTISE IN ANOTHER TOWN INFACT SO I HAD TO PHONE A TAXI, I GOT BOTH MY KIDS READY IN A RUSH AND MY HEART WAS GOING FAST WITH ANXIETY,FOR THE FIRST TIME I POPPED HALF A DIAZEPAM PILL........I AM AGROPHOBIC AND ONLY GO OUT WITH MY HUBBY USUALLY.
ANYWAY TAXI TURNED UP AND HE WAS A REALLY NICE MAN WHO THANK GOD TALKED ALL THE WAY THERE (TAKING MY MIND OFF THINGS A BIT). WHEN WE ARRIVED WE HAD TO WAIT IN ROOM FOR 10 MINS , THEN WE WENT INTO THE DR WHO TOLD ME MY DAUGHTER HAS A ABSESE ON HER GUM.HE STARTED GOING INTO GREAT DETAIL HOW IT FORMED AND I KEPT THINKING "OH MY GOD HURRY UP" I WAS FIDGETING A BIT AND THOUGHT HE COULD SEE THIS. I RUSHED MY DAUGHTER OUT OF THE ROOM WITH PRESCRIPTION IN HAND, WE MADE OUR WAY TO THE CHEMIST AND AT THIS POINT MY SON WHO HAS LEARNING DIFFICULTIES DECIDED HE WAS GOING TO WIND UP HIS SISTER NON STOP.......MY HEART WAS GOING VERY FAST AND INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR THE PRESCRIPTION I SAID LETS POP IN TO THE SHOP NEXT DOOR FOR A LOAF OF BREAD (THE SHOP WAS EMPTY).
I THEN COLLECTED THE PRESCRIPTION AND WE WALKED 10 MINS TO MY MOTHERS HOUSE (SHE LIVES NEAR OUR DENTIST) .
WELL HERE I AM NOW ON MY MOTHERS COMPUTOR, I STILL FEEL VERY ANXIOUS (SLIGHTLY PANICKY) BUT I SUPPOSE I ACHIEVED ALOT.
I ALSO AM FEELING A LITTLE SICK AND HAVE SLIGHT HEADACHE, DONT KNOW IF THIS IS THE PILL OR THE ANXIETY ?

mirryx