Hi all,

I don't know if this is an actual phobia or just part of my panic and anxiety but I've had an intense fear of children and baby's all of my life. When I was a child myself I would hide from other children, my own cousins and anyone younger then myself.

I spent 3 days a week hiding in a dark basement from a child who was only 2-4 years old coming over to my house every week.

Im fine with teens and children who are say 6 years plus, I dont really know what to do. I have panic attacks over the smallest things all the time and this is one of them.

Please help me understand, I cant wait to have children of my own but I've not been able to conceive for unknown reasons.