Can't stop saying the wrong things to people. And then they get cross with me. OK it's mainly one person, but I am supposed to be living with her next year-- and every time I try and talk about the things I say wrong I am told it's because of what I've said and no overreaction on her part. I overreact to her getting cross with me, and then feel bad. I don't know how to stop it.

I've been trying to keep my cutting and food problem under control, but stuff like this makes it unbearable. I can't see a way out of either- and I may as well just tell El to write to my doctor now because I certainly can't sort it.

Sorry. Just feeling really desperate.

"I just wanna live my life sedated, cos I love driving myself away"