Hi everyone!

Well tonight is the night.

I am going out for a proper formal meal with work colleagues. Me, who in april was so phobic of food i just survived on bread and water for a time.

I've come a long way, and especially this week and last i have made a lot of progress, but i am very very nervous, especially as will be with people i do not know,

Luckily my partner can come with me and i know he'll be holding on to me the whole time. I'm just worry i'll cough and splutter (hot foods tends to make me cough for some reason) and get too hot and want to go outside or panic eeeeek..

I'm trying to think positive, and i'm going to be having some dutch courage before i leave the house this evening! please spare a thought for me...

Love to all
Amber