I wish I could stop doing this. I keep being reminded of old friends and things I said to them and things they told me about themselves. I don't know them anymore. They're gone from my life so why can't my mind move on from them? All these memories are useless and not helping me. The more I think about them, the more I think they've long forgotten about me and most likely couldn't care less about how I feel. They would probably laugh if they read this. God, if only you could buy pride, confidence and self esteem because I don't feel I have any.