Hey,

This week is a scary week for me.
I am havinga cancer prevention medical this week.
I booked this ages ago when my Health anxiety was at its very worse and the reassurance from my GP just wasnt enough.

Anyway it is on Wed morning, I have had to do al sorts of horrible things in prep, like poo samples (sorry)
I am very nervous..............what if this proves that all my worries were for a reason, what if it discovers something sinister in my body????
I dont how long it will take for results, I am getting rather scared.

I know I booked this to put my mind at rest, but I dont know if I would ratyer not know......what am i talking about of course I want to know...Oh I dont know.

Also this week is my last councelling session, again on Wed.
I have been feeling loads better but I am nervous about going it alone if you get me!?

Just feel very on the edge today..........
at least it is only a 3.5 day week this week at work.....phew!

Sorry for the long rant.......[:P]

Hay x