Hello friends,
Im having a really bad day you know, started of fairly ok, then just got worse as the day went on, i feel so depressed and down, and lathegic behond belif, i feel so low and slow , its almost like my heart will stop beating and i will just fade away.
Im getting extremley confused, dopey, forgetful badley, i keep getting things wrong, my vison isnt too clever, and i cant even crack a smile..
its all very bizaree, and wierd... i have had such a bad day and i feel so down i cant stand this for much longer.
I am on citrapram and i am on my 3rd week and on and off i have felt a tad better which is great, but the bad times are really bad .. and im weak of it.
My sleep pattern is pathetic, i sleep around 2-3-4 and wake at 7am for the kids for school..however while i am asleep .. i will wake up with a raging fast heart beat.. so nasty and frightening i tell ya..the eptopics never leave myside .. i just wanna know when this is all going to stop.. f**k me man.
loves ya all
ash xxx