Does anyone else feel so very fed up living life with anxiety, i`m having another bout at the moment convinced i have a dvt. Has taken over my life i think of nothing else and what my kids and husband will do if it happens, how can you live life like this i walk around buying birthday pressies for example thinking i probably won`t be here for it anyway. My phobia really like others have a fear of spiders etc is dying but instead of living i`m spending my life worrying about dying and how everyone will manage without me i so wish i could get on top of this or be the happy go lucky people you see going about there day. I`m waffling but just wondered if anyone else feels like me xxxxxx