Hi Greg

Firstly, well done for your progress so far.
I like you suffer with Agorophobia, and always found the holiday season the worst, especially when i knew all my friends and family where going away and i was to remain at home, it didnt seem fair.
Things have improved for me and next year i am planning on going to Spain with my family for the first time in many years.
What boosted my confidence was i decided to have a holiday in this country first, and to my surprise i enjoyed every minute, i only had the odd occasion when the anxiety tried to show its ugly head but i coped, i think the change of scenery and away from my four walls of home did me the world of good.
I think maybe you would be better boosting your confidence by having a shorter distance holiday then maybe next year go to S America.

Good luck on what here decision you make

Love

Andrea
xxx