Hiya Polly,
I can empathise with you, I sometimes think my middle name should be 'Hollow'.[Sigh...]
There's so many, positive, things going on in my life but I feel empty inside, emotionless, completely lacking 'drive' if you know what I mean?
I'm not sure if it's a side-effect of the med's or part of the underlying problem but it's there whatever the cause.
Try and keep positive, you're not alone.
Happiness and light to all,
'Chopper'
I saw her once, one little while, and then no more:
’Twas Eden’s light on Earth a while, and then no more.
Amid the throng she passed along the meadow-floor:
Spring seemed to smile on Earth awhile, and then no more;
But whence she came, which way she went, what garb she wore
I noted not; I gazed a while, and then no more!
James Clarence Mangan 1803 - 1849