I'm a mess and can't go on anymore

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I finally called and made an appt and I'll be seeing one of the NP's next week. I am beyond terrified. I'm afraid it's too late. This is on my mind 100% of the time. Whatever is wrong with me is definitely not normal. It's not anxiety, that much I am sure of. And I highly doubt it's food related. I have eliminated so many things from my diet and it hasn't made a difference. In fact, I eat pretty darn healthy, no soda, very few sweets, high on the fruits and vegetables, no red meat, no dairy. My entire midsection in so uncomfortable, both front and back.

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You may also consider trying a different doctor. I’m not certain if you’re male or female, but if the latter maybe give your gyn a call and ask for an appointment to investigate abdominal pain. It may be easier to get an ultrasound through them.

I did have a pelvic us because I was afraid my problems are from ovarian cancer. That came out okay, except, they usually have problems seeing my ovaries because I have a "tortuous, redundant colon" which hides the ovaries. So even though I was told it's okay, something could have easily been hiding behind my intestines. Nothing is clear/simple/easy/black and white.

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The reason I think I have lung cancer is because I have symptoms of it and have been living in a house with asbestos for the last 20 years, not realizing how dangerous this is. Chest scan showed some kind of non-specific damage.