You are absolutely right and it was really self obsessed of me to suggest.

I guess I was having a bad day and feeling totally despondent with the fact that this is my forever situation. I'll never have a mother and I can't replace that no matter what I try. I need to find better coping skills.

I do usually go to regular therapy and have done for four years but recently money ran out so I guess I'm feeling lonelier than usual when it comes to being able to talk to people that aren't going to judge me or that I feel like a burden talking to.

Sometimes the truth is hard to hear I guess.
Thanks for your replies xxx