Struggling today. My US is only 4 days away and I’m having such a hard time. There’s a huge part of me that doesn’t want to go which logically doesn’t make sense but I know that’s not going to help anything and the anxiety will definitely not go away. Trying to be engaged in the weekend but all I really want to do is stay in my room and cry. I just can’t believe Im here again and a “bump”‘isn’t something I can pass off as anxiety so that’s making everything worse. We have so many plans for the summer and I just don’t see anything happening now. Sorry for the vent but it helps to just write it down and I know this group gets it, in ways that no one else does. Hope anyone struggling is having a better day today. xo