Hi Ellen,

just wanted to give you a hug....I'm sure youre not the only one....I used to absolutely love christmas but the last couple of years I have felt like you, overwhelmed by it all and worrying about potential disasters and thinking about everything thats changed over the las few years.

Have you tried writing lists and ticking things off as you go....and try to do a little bit every day or two so it doesnt become a monumental task...now if only I could follow my own advice...

sorry Im not the best with advice, but sending hugs anyway
(((((((((((((((ellen)))))))))))

luv Coni XX