Hi all,
I really hope someone can help or relate.
For the last 6 weeks I have thought I have had a brain tumor, breast cancer, a blood disorder and now bowel cancer.
Last September while I was away on holiday I went to the toilet for a bowel movement, when I wiped there was loads of blood both on the toilet paper and in the toilet. Ihad a bad panic attack and almost colapsed. I got my poor husband to have a look for me and he said he could see what he thought was a piece of skin hanging out. I used sone ansol and it cleared it up.
I mentioned it to the doctor and she said wait and see if it happens again and if so come back and see her. Since then every now and again I do have blood on the toilet paper after going for a bowel movement. At the weekend I went to the toilet and was slightley constapated. On first wipe there was a lot of blood on the toilet roll, looked like bright red some a little darker but like when you have a nose bleed and the blood soaks into the tissue.
For two days after every time I went for a bowel movement the pain was really bad like there was a cut or something there and again some blood on wiping but much less than the first time.
I went to the doctor on Monday and she had a quick look (she was in a hurry) and said it's probably a fissure or pile inside and has given me cream.
I have used it a couple of times but have not been for a stool yet so not sure it has worked.
This has been happening off and on for some months and am now worried that it is something more. I have also worried myself more as a couple of weeks ago I found a lump in my lower left side of tummy where it meets the pubic bone. The first doc I seen said it was a cyst but the 2nd said not a cyst it was a fatty lump. Now I am worried this is something to do with it. Am 32 years old and know that it might be ok but still feel this way
I really am driving myself crazy. My heart is thumping all over the place and missing beats as have worked myself up so much.
Any help greatly recieved.