Hi guys, im really sorry to ask for your reasurrance again about my lymphnodes. But things have changed since last time i posted, I actually had my neck nodes assessed b ENT and they said they were fine and didnt need to see me again, and i was actually ok with that. I know that others have them in their necks and groin like me and they come up with infectons etc. Which was fine until ive noticed one in my armpit now after digging round, im at my wits end i cant stop crying. I went to my doctor who is referring me to the breast clinic now! She said she is doing this purley because of my anxiety about this and not because she beleives i have breast cancer. I just dont beleive her, i think she knows theres something not right. I dont know how long its been there ive never checked that deep. I cant cope anymore i just feel like ending it all because i know i cannot cope with the answer i will get after the clinic. I cant bear to lose seeing my daughter. My partner is threatening to leave agin because he cant understand my worry. I really have nobody to talk to anymore, everybody hates me. Have any of you guys had armpit, groin and neck lympnodes/ all moveable but painless. Any help would be great, thanks for reading.