can i fall asleep and never wake up again yet!!!!

[ElizabethJane]

Dear Bighomer you are describing the symptoms of major depression. This is an illness which can be treated with drugs/therapy or both. Suicide is not the answer. None of us knows what lies on the other side? You do not want to be absent permanently for your children? See your GP as Snow suggests. Do you have a good lawyer/ solicitor?

[Karryn]

BigHomer, my heart really goes out to you.. I know exactly how you feel because it's how I'm feeling right now. I was in a very bad place in my mind last night, but I got through it somehow.. please don't give up..