I have shared some things with some people on here. I am so scared now. I want to leave NMP. I am afraid what they think or what they say about me, or how they react with me, or maybe they really don't think I am normal. Maybe they think I am dumb or stupid. I am so scared and I upset. I feel so sick. I can't even think. I am scared to even reach out today really. I can't bring myself to talk to someone. I just think maybe people don't care and that I shouldn't really be friends with anyone.

Horrible isnt it?
"Tears"