Megan99
28-01-17, 22:18
Hi,
For some reason I find that deep down I don't want to get over my anxiety because it's something that is easy to blame for health problems. I am afraid that if I somehow manage to get over health anxiety, then I will no longer be able to blame any health symptoms on anxiety. Now, with anxiety, I can blame all my headaches, stomach problems, irritability on anxiety. If I get over it, then I can no longer blame benign anxiety for it but rather will be subject to possibilities of more serious issues. I am stuck in this loop of becoming close to getting over my problem, but then I find my self relapsing quickly due to these fears. I am afraid that I am getting somehow addicted to anxiety? Is this possible? Any advice? Please help! I am worried that I will never be able to lead a proper life again!
Thanks,
Megan
For some reason I find that deep down I don't want to get over my anxiety because it's something that is easy to blame for health problems. I am afraid that if I somehow manage to get over health anxiety, then I will no longer be able to blame any health symptoms on anxiety. Now, with anxiety, I can blame all my headaches, stomach problems, irritability on anxiety. If I get over it, then I can no longer blame benign anxiety for it but rather will be subject to possibilities of more serious issues. I am stuck in this loop of becoming close to getting over my problem, but then I find my self relapsing quickly due to these fears. I am afraid that I am getting somehow addicted to anxiety? Is this possible? Any advice? Please help! I am worried that I will never be able to lead a proper life again!
Thanks,
Megan