bellabessnjet
10-09-09, 14:00
Hi all,
Still new to all this but don't know where else to go. I have an ant phobia but yesterday was doing OK, then I found a beetle walking on my chair and thought it was a cockroach, spent hours trying to find it on the internet, ended up having a diazapan to calm down, today I woke up all on edge, shoulders so tense can hardly move them, headache etc,etc. Been out was OK, but come back home and found 1 of them things (a***) upstairs, Logically I know it must have either been of my shoe or crawled through the window, which I'd left open. But I just feel like crying again, please can any one help I feel so low and if it wasn't for my son and husband I'd take the tablets know, I really hate myself and just want to die!
Still new to all this but don't know where else to go. I have an ant phobia but yesterday was doing OK, then I found a beetle walking on my chair and thought it was a cockroach, spent hours trying to find it on the internet, ended up having a diazapan to calm down, today I woke up all on edge, shoulders so tense can hardly move them, headache etc,etc. Been out was OK, but come back home and found 1 of them things (a***) upstairs, Logically I know it must have either been of my shoe or crawled through the window, which I'd left open. But I just feel like crying again, please can any one help I feel so low and if it wasn't for my son and husband I'd take the tablets know, I really hate myself and just want to die!