zippy
28-04-10, 10:58
I havent been on here for a while has i have been doing ok but its back again. My auntie was taken into hospital 3weeks ago with cancer because she had found a lump in her breast last year and hadnt told anyone so it had spread.Me and mam have visited her every day and the first week i was fine but then i started having thoughts of " i hope this doesnt start my health anxiety" because that seems to be my fear cancer.My left boob started aching and that was it i started thinking i have breast cancer,so now i feel breathless,tired,dizzy,agitated,crying etc and i cant stop it.
Its awful because i know its anxiety but i cant control the thoughts.
Why cant i rationally think the symptoms i am getting are with stress and anxiety instead of thinking i have cancer?. Its a vicious circle.
Its awful because i know its anxiety but i cant control the thoughts.
Why cant i rationally think the symptoms i am getting are with stress and anxiety instead of thinking i have cancer?. Its a vicious circle.