hi all feeling really nervous bout posting this but feel i have to throw this out to members i fully understand and respect some members will most likey think i'm a freak and not understand so i'm fully aware of that this could cause abit of hate mayve towards me but i feel i need see if anyone else just 1 member has same feelings ? ???? here goes ? well i am gay as people are aware but i find diffrent things turm me on as in i find heavy gelled hair on men sex and as well as slickhair " like 1940s slick hair or 1950 greaser hair on men " found this exciting for years just never have had strength to admit it , i meet guys but when i feel i can tell them st8 away i'm branded a freak , i'm fearfull i never find a guy who doesnt mind me like this nor doesnt put them off , i also find washing a guys hair exciting and going to a barbers and getting hair cut and slicked etc " i'm shaking right now thinking i no i'm a freak i need help !!!! my other things i find exciting are seeing men muddy , wet , gunged , slimed etc i got messy with guys b4 but not for ages really enjoy it i find it fun and exciting , once again i just feel i should be branded a freak and i wish i could change my thoughs but cant " i no tho that theses thoughts are of no harm to me or anyone else and my feelings are just for men , its like i watch madmen tv show or downton abbey tv show seeing the slickhair gives me a buzz inside wishin i could touch it brush it ,, really hope i dont lose friends here or respect of members i just felt i need chat to someone as my doctor doesnt feel its an issure , thanks for reading , no haters please so sorry if i offend :(