Thanks for all ur support and telling me ur experiances it does give me some hope and I need hope right now so bad I have hit rock bottom this time and don't no why I have developed this phobia of taking tablets I always think oh I'm gunna freak out if I take this its gunna make me feel funny crazy I no and the worst thing is the derealisaton part of it for me its so scary and just won't go away I'm scared a been alone snd constantly think the worst I love been a sleep cos I can't feel any thing but then I fear waking up cos I no how I'm going to feel do u think within a few weeks taking the cit I will feel an improvement and thank u all so much for commenting as I feel so alone and feel like there is only me like this