does it ever stop? what exactly causes it? my life feels like its getting easier and a bit less stressful but im feeling all unreal and lightheaded. im on 10mg paxil for almost a month now. i feel like it does nothing so im thinking about coming off of it next monday when i see my doctor again. derealization was the first symptom i got of anxiety. its the worst. then after having it for a while, it ended up going away and i didnt have it for a few weeks. then it can back worse than before. then it went away for a week. then it came back again about 7 weeks ago and it hasnt really stopped since. within these 7 weeks i started taking paxil. for some reason, i think that im permanently have derealization. or i think that paxil is doing this to me. could this be true? can i have this forever? its really scary. please someone explain it to me. id love to hear from others who have or had this and maybe had it for a long time and how they mightve recovered from it.