Bekzie,
Thank you for your words of support. You are so sweet!
Yes, there are many things I want to do in life and my Panic is a rock on my way that I want to kick!! I want it to go away forever and leave me alone so I can get on with my life!! I feel sick every morning with nausea and dread! I'm so tired of this! Sorry, I am just venting a lot today....
Thank you