Originally Posted by
fduop
Good morning. I didn't realize till just now I haven't been on the forum since last Sunday. Well a few things have happened since then. First off Monday I was feeling light-headed and dizzy, as I had the whole weekend. So I got a late appointment with my doctor, thinking my sinuses were acting up. Well needless to say I ended up being sent to the emergency room because an EKG the doctor's office run looked "off".
My adventure at the hospital continued until Wednesday going through a battery of test, like I got money. I figured at some point these guys would catch on that I have no money and no insurance. (God Bless American Healthcare, Right?) Anywho they released me Wednesday afternoon with the test results looking like it was all stress related, duh.
Other than that I'm on restriction, which meant no driving for a while (that to is funny considering my agoraphobic tendencies), anyway I home resting and feeling okay. This whole thing began with a number of panic situations that have occurred over the past few weeks. I'm pretty sure it all began while mending fences with some old friends I basically abandoned when this whole panic journey began. I learned some hard truths about the lives that I had "dropped" and I believe the information sorta hit me like a brick. But since then I've had time to soak-in that information. While the processing goes on about that situation, I'm getting more comfortable with that truth and how I deal with that information.
So don't worry too hard about me, I am alive and kicking. Later as I process this information I'll feel more comfortable discussing it. Just realize what's done is done and all you can do is ask forgiveness and move on. The overwhelming theme is, don't let mistakes rule your moment. Do your best to ask forgiveness and carry on.