I am relasping and in a BAD way too.
I'm unable to do anything right now.
I am unable to go to the shop in which i have been able to do for the last couple of years (ONLY 3 MINUTES AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!).
I am having MAJOR issues getting and taking my son to school. I am having to drive the 20 seconds (i feel so pathetic!)
I am having constant anticipatory anxiety.
I feel like a total loser.
I've tried THREE times today to get to the shop.....and FAILED!
I don't think i can live like this again. I KNOW my husband will definitely leave me if i am relasping.
Please someone offer me some help/advice/anything.
I am becoming fealful of being alone and i am anxious most of the day.

Sarah x