That is today's fear. Flushed, hot face is my only symptom. It has been happening for about 2 weeks.
I've also had intermittent low-grade fever, which, of course, also makes me worry about cancer.
I had bloodwork done yesterday for something unrelated, and it was perfect. CBC and chem panel. I recently had an abdominal ultrasound, which was normal except a tiny gallbladder polyp-which is giving me anxiety as well.

Before that it was breast cancer-actually had a biopsy-benign.
Then it was ovarian cancer- turned out to be ovarian cysts, which are still ongoing.
Then it was osteosarcoma of the jaw- still having jaw pain but xray and oral surgeon say it is TMJ.
Then it was colon cancer following blood in stool- colonoscopy was clear.


Being terrified of dying all the time is so exhausting and sucks the life out of everything. And even though I tell myself it it almost certainly not cancer, I still really believe I have cancer, every time.

I have tried therapy-useless. The only thing that helps a little is exercise and Xanax.

Thanks for reading.