Hi am new here but I really don’t know what to do. For the last 7 months of a really heartbreaking breakup caused by my anxiety I feel so lost. I’ve tried everyday going to uni, work and doing life but I can’t cope no more. The break up has been tough mentally and well during that I got told I am being made redundant and barely able to focus on university. I have a major project due In two weeks and a can’t focus a can’t do anything but sit and google for answers to my mental state. I’ve been on citalopram on and off for years and done cbt but nothing is helping my dr gave me a new antidepressant which I start tomorrow but I’m so scared I can’t afford to be more anxcious with a new anti depressant. I wake up with doom first things crying then my full day is just full of worry and negative thoughts I don’t have any hope of getting out this. I have a fear of suicide or maybe it’s suicidal thoughts I don’t know but a really can’t take it anymore I feel broken no sanctuary at all. I’ve dealt with anxiety but this is like a breakdown or something. No part of my day is peaceful it’s al worry worry worry where that be my mental health having a breakdown being sectioned or my breakup and future.

What can I do I’m so scared and need help