I am on my third day of starting the med.
This morning I increased my dose from 12.5 =1/4th to about 18mg. On sunday my dose will be 25mg.

I woke up very anxious because my intrusive thoughts in regard to suicide worsened again. I had them pretty much under control.

Is it possible for them to get worse because of the meds and heightened anxiety or should I stop the meds?

I know 100% sure that I want to live and I want to be here for my kids and wife but some spontaneous thoughts make me very anxious.

I tend to start ruminating on them which is bad but I am so scared of losing control or something would happen that I do something I donīt want. So therefore I ruminate and check with myself to feel sure about myself never doing such things.

I hope this gets better soon!

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