Is it normal to be so pre-occupied with death??? I don't mean to want to die, in fact it's the exact opposite. It's something I really fear but I don't think I'm phobic about it. I think I'm convinced that it's something that is kind of "catching" like mass hysteria or something. Like, if I was to see someone die then I would die from the sheer shock and trauma of it all. Yet I am somehow drawn to confront it. I've had a few experiences of sudden deaths and feel increasingly sensitive to the subject. It's really scary,I don't feel in control of my body!!!!!!! Any suggestions how I can relieve the dread?? I'm not religious. Is this part of it?


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