I think I am stuck in a constant state of depersonalisation. It doesn't really cause me distress anymore but it does make personal care quite tricky. Why should I look after something that's not even mine kind of thing. I don't know if this is related but I get this feeling like I am somehow seperated from everyone else and that stops them being able to see me or talk to me. Yeah, that sounds a bit odd but it's the only way I can describe it.