Hi, i've been suffering from anxiety and depression for roughly 5 years now, although it has escalated in the past 2 years. I've reached a point where i can't leave my house without constant fear that something will happen, i don't communicate with many people at all, just 1 close friend, my cousin and my mother. Because i struggle so much to leave the house i fear i'm causing my mother financial problems even though she would never say so, on occassions i think if i died it would help her out with money as she wouldn't have to support me. Since i've been like this i have not had any relationships as i find it hard to meet girls, even more so as i live in a village that doesn't have a large population. I find it hard to talk to people i am close to about my anxiety and depression issues as they will think i'm crazy, so i guess i'm here to try and find people who i feel safe talking to.
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Jon. Talk away, this is a great place to do that. And never think your mum's life would be better if you weren't here - she'd rather cope with any difficulty in the world than not have you in it 
