ive not panicked in a while.... but ive been really ill and today had a moment. am i confusing illness with anxiety?? im all blocked and miserable. also due to recent event, things i would have normally freaked about but havent i have thoughts occasionally were i think....if i not panicking does that mean ive lost my mind? im acting happy and it scares me cause i not used to it. i am doing things like chatting to myself, looking in the mirroe and acting foolish. commentating things i do or how i feel etc. are these signs of madness or am i just looking for trouble cause actually its gone.
i dont wanna go backwards..... i want to cry! just to release this excess energy. caan anyone help?xx am i just being silly.?x