I just spent an hour writing out a long post all about my fear of driving and how worthless I feel, about how I have always been nervous, but I managed to pass my driving test, I had hidden my fear from my parents, who unexpectantly bought me a car, and pushed me to drive it, I had a small accident and got stuck in a traffic jam, causing panic attacks, and since my fear has got worse and worse, I feel pathetic and ashamed and don't know how to tell anyone close to me, my fear is ruining my life, I have become emotionally fragile andhave started hurting myself. However as I tried to submit my post I had to log in again, I did so, was told to go back and reload, I did, and my post was gone. That was the first time I had gathered all my experiences, and now they are gone. I don't think I'll ever do it again.