I have taken the plunge and started my ven this morning

Lots of pre-tablet anxiety and pacing so I took my 5mg diaz about 40 mins before the ven.

I know I am going to be 'looking' for SE's all day so I need to try and keep busy. I am already anxious so I'll just tell it to go away and leave me alone today

I will update later. Thanks to all who have given me help & support in the build up to this. Kitti xx