Today is my wedding anniversary, hubby usually works away through the week but is coming home tonight. I hardly slept last night, have the headache from hell today and feeling weepy. I know he wanted to take me out for dinner and I don't want to go. He will understand but I just seem to wreck so many special days. he is always so good and supportive and doesn't deserve a wreck like me (although he says he wouldn't want anyone but me)