I don't know if this is OCD!Im afraid of losing control and having illusion.im always wondering what if I loose control and hurt someone and the thought scared me to pee..
And I'm always thinking is my feeling normal?will I become insane?and even now I still have a looooot of problems I'm thinking what if I conquered this time but got in trouble in the future again.what if I'll live my life forever like this? and when I try to have positive thoughts all this thinkings come in and make me feel crazy.what can I do!!im afraid I'll spend my life in hospital!! I postpond my college for a year because of this.i really wanna go to college!!anybody can help me TAT.