xmas is fast approaching and i am getting scared of being in my own company all through the so called festive period. it was bad enough with my last partner and i used to cry during the time, but now i find im terrified at the thought of only myself here.
i suffer from P T S D, and only my councellers really know the depth of my reasons, so it is too soon to try singles holidays, or even dating sites, plus i am over 60 now, and i have just broken up a new short relationship, because it was all too soon and my situation is still raw.
any body who can share my thoughts would be gratful, just so i know i am not the only one in the world who has these fears.