So all day I've been having pressure in my groin area inside of my leg and thought few things but that was about it I gets in bed and the pain hurts more before I no it I've had a full on panic attack thinking it's a blood clot and it will travel to my heart I'm havin a rough time at the moment anyway my Nan's funeral tomorrow scared that I won't make it to christmas and see my kids open there presants and my anxiety gets bad before Christmas anyway I googled and then saw a dad for ovarian cancer so I start thinking that 😭😭😭 I felt like ringing Samaritans I feel so alone and I found out the other day my mom is leaving and going to wales with a new man 7 months after my dad has passed away it's all bad I'm sobbing I feel broke and scared and alone
Love and best wishes Vicky xx